I PROMISED YOU A TOOL! I’M RELATING MY STORY SO YOU WILL KNOW HOW DEEP OUR HEAVENLY FATHER’S LOVE FOR US GOES EVEN WHEN WE MIGHT STEP AWAY! OR JUST SIMPLY FALTER!

I’M SHARING THIS KNOWLEDGE THAT NO MATTER HOW FAR SATAN MIGHT ENTICE US FROM SERVING GOD, WE MUST ALWAYS ACKNOWLEDGE HE IS THERE WAITING AT A DISTANCE  WAITING FOR OUR CALL!

SPIRITUAL FOUNDATION!

John 3:16
[16]For God so loved the world, that he gave his only begotten Son, that whosoever believeth in him should not perish, but have everlasting life.

OBSERVATION

As I look back over my soon to be 8 decades of life! I realize just how much the Lord has been in my life!

It becomes very evident that his promises have been a part of those 8 decades! How so, well the number of people who have been led to cross my path so I could know their presence either as a friend, relative, or as an acquaintance, or as a brother or sister in Yeshua as our journeys cross or we sojourn as family!

As I pondered this thought the reality of its vastness hit home in that thought! How many are still in this world, and as I took the time to answer that question it became clear only a few of those in the world remain!

That thought brought me to this realization that God’s promised long life Psalms 91:16
[16]With long life will I satisfy him, and shew him my salvation.

Was very much alive in my spiritual journey and Yahewa was honoring my faith in him! You see I also recognized this fact that over the years I had strived diligently to abide in him in order to feel my presence within his shadow Psalms 91:1.
[1]He that dwelleth in the secret place of the most High shall abide under the shadow of the Almighty.

Now here’s the miracle of faith and the depth of our Lord’s grace! In these 80 year’s, I strayed physically but never lost my faith, trust, or love in and for Yeshua and our personal relationship I had built!

Keep in mind I never let go of the love in my heart for God and His Son Yeshua! I sinned on a personal level for 24 years as I grieved the death of the man I saw as my earthly Dad! His death left a huge hole in my life!

I struggled with the fact that the night before he passed we had an argument not serious just a father son Tiff.

Keep in mind I had left home to be on my own when I was 15 years old, it had been 2 year’s and we were just reconnecting! 

His passing hit me deep and hard  I didn’t know how to handle the loss I was feeling the emptiness in my soul and spirit!

It took me 24 years to finally recognize that I needed to turn all of my misery over to Yeshua!

What was the catalyst to return to being with God! The passing of my mother who left this world cradled in my arms!

That’s when I realized that the complete emptiness within my heart was too much for me to deal with and I needed deep compassionate help!

And like David when he began to sink called out for the Lord to help him! In that  moment I came to realize I had been sinking into nothingness and  I called out to Yeshua from the deepest part of my soul to help me and I felt his cradling arms around me and heard, ye of little faith what took you so long! That was in the fall of 1981.

From that day forward my daily thought process was to draw closer to Yeshua and begin a journey to be deeper involved with our Heavenly Father Yahweh!

As I was learning that through all of my carnal struggles to  fill that gap in my spirit Yahewa had me under his grace and his Son Yeshua waiting for me to cry out that I had, had enough, and cried out for help, it took 24 years of self punishment to return into our Lords waiting arms!

What was glaringly important was God and His Son had not left my side they were with me patiently waiting for me to call out!

What I have learned over the year’s since that moment of Revelation that neither had lost their faith in me! My sins were sins but not egregious sins but nevertheless sin!

In my estimation this is a prime example of the depth of Yahewa’s Grace and patience with us!

I AM SHARING THIS TRUTH BECAUSE OF THE DEPTH AND INTENSITY OF THIS NEXT WAVE OF  TEMPTATIONS AND TRIBULATIONS WE ARE ABOUT TO FACE! IT IS MOST COMFORTING TO KNOW YAHEWA AND YESHUA HAVE FAITH IN US, NO MATTER OUR CIRCUMSTANCES

AND I AM WARNING YOU,  THERE WILL BE CIRCUMSTANCES IN THE NEAR FUTURE, DO NOT DISPAIR, KNOW IN YOUR HEART’S YESHUA IS A CALL AWAY!

NEVER FORGET THIS, NO MATTER HOW STRONG YOU BELIEVE YOU ARE SPIRITUALLY, IT IS NOT ENOUGH!

Robert a humble obedient servant to Yeshua and his Father in heaven Yahewa. And all of God’s children say Amen and Amen in the name of Jehovah Jireh our provider of all things righteous and Holy!