Please forgive the graphic entry into this article. It is necessary in  order to capture your attention to the gravity and brevity of my testimony I am about to provide.

The top picture was the condition of my wound on August 6th, 2022. The bottom picture shows the condition and amount of healing God has performed, taken April 12th, 2023.  This testimony, hopefully will bring information forward to inspire those reading it to take time to set aside your thoughts and beliefs of where you are in your walk and relationship with Yahweh and His Son Yeshua. I pray it will reveal how important knowing the depth and strength of our faith is. What actual role does it represent as we journey through our life as a servant to Yeshua.

I desire to explain why this testimony is so important. Several things must be revealed, one being that with the severity and type of infection (diabetic Gangerene), which is defined as the (local death of soft tissues due to loss of blood supply
2: pervasive decay or corruption : ROT
//moral gangrene).

To uncover the seriousness of this type of wound, we must reveal two factors. The first, our tissue dies due to lack of blood flow. This is the cause of medical skepticism towards this type of wound healing, which is compounded by the other factor that diabetics usually have considerable difficulty in having a serious wound heal.

What the wound specialists explained  that their patients with this type of wound usually, if not always, are susceptible to becoming septic due to this type of infection.

Thus, their reasoning for amputation as a form of preserving their patients life. The scientific reasoning for the wound not to fill in or ultimately heal, which is the usual norm, is due to a lack of blood circulation.

There are other factors here that fit this scenario. Because of my spiritual walk, it must be factored into this testimony. This may sound strange to some, I eventually became aware that this wound was a way for the Lord to gain my attention to a serious spiritual shortcoming in my walk and personal relationship with Yeshua. I was not in a blantant sinful position.

However, falling short of spiritually maintaining my temple properly, it needed attention. 1 Corinthians 3:16-17 KJV
Know ye not that ye are the temple of God, and that the Spirit of God dwelleth in you? [17] If any man defile the temple of God, him shall God destroy; for the temple of God is holy, which temple ye are.

This was when it became apparent why we are instructed to work out our Salvation daily. In those efforts, we find the necessary tools and spiritual gifts to overcome the many offered temptations, to fall back into reaching out for worldly answers to heal our physical maladies. Or, as Yeshua put it by faith, move mountains. Matthew 17:20 KJV
And Jesus said unto them, Because of your unbelief: for verily I say unto you, If ye have faith as a grain of mustard seed, ye shall say unto this mountain, Remove hence to yonder place; and it shall remove; and nothing shall be impossible unto you.

In order not to be destroyed by disobedience, 1Corinthians 3:17, I needed to pay attention. Acts 10:34 KJV
Then Peter opened his mouth and said, “Of a truth, I perceive that God is no respecter of persons:

The reality of why I was in this battle and having an open wound was quite frankly due to a state of spiritual arrogance on my part. I needed to recognize that the fear of God and works of righteousness are the substance of true religion, the effects of special grace. Though these are not the cause of a man’s acceptance, yet they show it; and whatever may be wanting in knowledge or faith will in due time be given by Him, who has begun it

The Lord pressed heavily on me, and it was a truth at that moment, I did not want to face or definitely admit to. However, the reality I was required to, if I desired not to be destroyed but healed. It became obvious, then my healing has two sides to it, one physically that was used to draw my attention in my case an open wound, the second, so I would listen to hear,  spiritually what is needed to be righteous in God’s eyes, in order to continue serving righteously, as an obedient, Watchman.  The comparison of the Israelites exiting Egypt refusing to hear correction and the resulting 40 years of wandering and their eventual fate of being refused entry into the promised land. Numbers 32:11 KJV
Surely none of the men that came up out of Egypt, from twenty years old and upward, shall see the land which I sware unto Abraham, unto Isaac, and unto Jacob; because they have not wholly followed me:
Was now clearly being displayed the actual healing was in being obedient to openly admit the error and receive God’s correction to remain walking in God’s righteousness.

1 Peter 2:5 KJV
Ye also, as lively stones, are built up a spiritual house, an holy priesthood, to offer up spiritual sacrifices, acceptable to God by Jesus Christ.

Our Lord Yeshua is very merciful to us miserable sinners; and he has a fulness of grace. But even the best of God’s servants, in this life, have only a taste of the consolations of God. Christ is called a stone to teach his servants that he is their protection and security, the foundation on which they are built.

To be built on Christ means, to believe in him; but in this many deceive themselves, they consider not what it is, nor the necessity of it, to partake of the salvation he has wrought. Though the frame of the world was falling to pieces, that man who is built on this foundation may hear it without fear. He shall not be confounded. The believing soul makes haste to Christ, but it never finds cause to hasten from him.

All true Christians are a chosen generation; they make one family, a people distinct from the world: of another spirit, principle, and practice; which they could never be, if they were not. 1 Peter 2:9 KJV
But ye are a chosen generation, a royal priesthood, an holy nation, a peculiar people; that ye should shew forth the praises of him who hath called you out of darkness into his marvellous light:

It is sad. There are so many who chose to walk on the edge of life, not understanding they 
eventually will spiritually, on the day of judgment, stand before God’s throne, not having Yeshua as their intercessor. It is troubling, so many do not want to believe or realize. They are daily warned and gifted with an opportunity to bring change into their lives, which will eventually affect their walk in Eternity. Is it a lack of knowledge, or do they just hold a purely rebellious nature?

2 Peter 1:4 KJV
Whereby are given unto us exceeding great and precious promises: that by these ye might be partakers of the divine nature, having escaped the corruption that is in the world through lust.

What I noticed most during these past eight months is how those who rely solely on science can not comprehend why I have not suffered  infections. As it is normal when there is such a serious open wound, for infections, to set in during the healing process. As well, why there was no serious pain, which usually is suffered with a serious wound.

The bottom line to this testimony is this fact in Psalms 91:16
[16]With long life will I satisfy him, and shew him my salvation. Yahweh promises me long life, and in order for him to keep that promise he in his wisdom reached out to me through this malady to warn me that I was the cause of nearly losing that promise because God keeps his word whether to preserve or destroy. I am thankful for having the Holy Spirits gift of discernment to have been able to hear the warning but more importantly the teachings and trust in my faith to move a mountain. These past months have taught me ftom both the physical side and especially the spiritual side we as individuals are the sole source of whether we are healed or perish. I now know why some spend their days in the desert in turmoil and others just passing through.

In order to appropriately close my testimony, I raise my praises to Yeshua in a very simple prayer. Heavenly Father, hear my words. THANK YOU, Lord, for your love compassion, grace being active in my life. THANK YOU, Lord, for holding to your promise in Psalm 91:9-12 KJV
Because thou hast made the Lord, which is my refuge, even the most  High, thy habitation; [10] There shall no evil befall thee, neither shall any plague come nigh thy dwelling. [11] For he shall give his angels charge over thee, to keep thee in all thy ways. [12] They shall bear thee up in their hands, lest thou dash thy foot against a stone. THANK YOU Lord for all you have gifted me with that I might share as a humble servant all you have performed as my silent companion. This I pray in the name of Yeshua and your Father in heaven Yahewa. Amen and Amen.

Psalms 23:1-6
[1](A Psalm of David) The LORD is my shepherd; I shall not want.
[2]He maketh me to lie down in green pastures: he leadeth me beside the still waters.
[3]He restoreth my soul: he leadeth me in the paths of righteousness for his name’s sake.
[4]Yea, though I walk through the valley of the shadow of death, I will fear no evil: for thou art with me; thy rod and thy staff they comfort me.
[5]Thou preparest a table before me in the presence of mine enemies: thou anointest my head with oil; my cup runneth over.
[6]Surely goodness and mercy shall follow me all the days of my life: and I will dwell in the house of the LORD forever. Ŕobert a humble obedient servant to Yeshua and his Father in heaven Yahewa. May they bless you and your families with their peace and grace.